Michelle RIP

On May 21st my very dear friend Michelle Meldrum passed away.
My boss' name is Michael and he's near her in my phonebook and as I call my boss all the time I also scroll pass Michelle's name all the time and everytime I think I should give her a call.
Or a mail. I don't think I can understand what happend, I don't think I can get a grip around it. I don't know who to talk to or who to ask.
Michelle's a fighter, she shouldn't have died like this.

I will miss you.
Endlessly.

I don't even know what to write..