Goodbye

Today we said goodbye to uncle C. It was hard, much harder than I
imagined, and I thought it'd be difficult to start with.
I have no words but tears are rolling down as I write this, sitting in
an empty train, going home.

I am saying farewell to J a little by little, I am not ready to let go
just yet. Yesterday I lost a big piece at the Pretty Maids xmas gig
but today was even worse. Hearing Uncle Cs friends talking about him
it all fitted J too. I love you so much.

I don't see the point. I want to Believe in somthing bigger but the
only thing I trust is destiny. But I don't understand it.

After the fire's gone, when every flame has died, whenever we lose
someone, whenever we say goodbye, there will be a savage heart.
(pretty maids)